I just had a huge spazz with Stephen over the phone.
I don't think I ever remember enough to be angry.
But I am pretty unhappy with the whole thing.
aaaaaa I don't feel like making it up.
What a lovely place, this.

Also I'm just thinking about it now but I can't hold the phone very well because I can't bend my arms. Got a ppd today, which means I get injected with some fluid that leaves a lovely little bubble and a bloody pinprick in my skin. And no Band-Aid so I can look at it as much as I want. idk why but the doctor also drew a big circle around it with a pen. what.
Oh yes and then I had a blood test which was pretty awful god I hope no one ever sees me that nervous since according to everyone I've got pretty good veins and wow I'm getting twitchy and nauseous again but the first time the blood didn't flow and then needle ruptured the vein ugh ugh took too long to get it out and we had to redo it and the second time blood didn't flow again they wonder what went wrong aaaa why twice. It hurts on both arms pretty bad. I can't look at blood.

But yeah I'm pretty unhappy now, shivering and chattering from remembering my excellent excellent medical procedures for volunteer work I won't have time do to.

aaaa but thanks guys for last night you were such a comfort. I had a pretty normal dream about Windows Live Messanger and yep.